Do you really know me? The hidden me?

Miracles

2008-02-19T01:34:00.001-08:00

Miracles
by Poetic Wanderer

There is a feeling deep inside that i cannot hide
I tried to hide it for i know it is not right
Hiding it only made it stronger
For now i cannot control it
And this love has gone deeper

Each day I say i cannot go on
For this feeling has taken over control
I try to live my life like normal
But it seems it wants to live with you by my side

I can only wish this dream can come true
So i can show you what you are missing out on
But sad to say, not all dreams do come true
I have to live by this everyday
That it will be impossible for it to come true
And that there will never be a me and you

Maybe someday my crazy wish will happen
Until then all I can do is pray and hope
That a miracle will come
And take me out of this pain
Only then i will believe
That miracles can happen.

Poetic Wanderer
1-6-08

Questions!

2007-07-10T23:26:00.000-07:00

Questions
by Seph

Would you care if i tell you i love you?
WIll you run away just like everone else?
WIll you change the way you act towards me?
These questions i always ask myself
But the biggest question i have in my mind
Will you give me a chance to make you happy?

Ever since i met you
My world has turned upside down
Within an instance, you gave me
A Reason to live
A Reason to believe
But the most important reason is
A Reason to breathe.

I Never believe in myself
That i will fall for someone like you
I only see you as a friend
But now all these changed
when i got to know you.

I never have the guts to tell you
Afraid of how you will react
I tried to pull away
But the more i pull away,
The more i get sucked in
Sucked into this pit of feeling
They call love.

Now i'm ready to show you
What i feel for you.
Give me a chance
I will prove it to you
Maybe then i can get out of this pit
And live my life the way it is intended to be
That is to make you happy.

Until then, my heart will ache
Until this pit take my life
And find my own eternal slumber
Maybe then all my questions will be answered.

--Seph--
07-08-07

Dream

2007-06-23T00:39:00.000-07:00

Dream
by: Seph

I want to dream about you
But then again if i dream
and thinking that you are mine
It will only be short
Because when i wake up
It's back to reality
Knowing that i cant have you

I want to dream about you
Because in my dream i can do anything
Everything i want to show you
Every feeling i have for you
But sad to say it is all just a dream

Maybe someday this dream will come true
Someday, when i get the guts to tell you
What i really feel for you
I'm hoping that a sign will come
Until then, all i can do is dream
Because all my dreams are starting to fade
And i don't want the same thing to happen to you

--Seph--
06-22-07

Guardian Angel

2006-06-27T11:36:00.000-07:00

Guardian Angel

Close your eyes & make a wish
Angels will be there to blow you a kiss
They will guide your way & make your dreams come true
just like they did to mine when i asked for you
Wishes that seems so surreal
But somehow it all became real

Everyone is destined with a guardian angel
An angel that will save them from harm
The ones who will look for what is best for you
The ones that will make you feel all bubbly inside too

I was blinded by reality
ALways believing that Guardian angels dont exist
but i have prove all the critics wrong
because my guardian angel exist
and living inside my soul

I know I am blessed..
because unlike everyone else,
they cannot see their guardian angel
but i have found my angel to be true
and she is the reason why i can soothe my worries away

My angel is no illusion
but a mere mortal who is hiding in disguise
the guardian angel that will protect
my meek and weary little heart
from anyone who would bring harm
and may want to kill my soul
i speak of this angel,
because that angel...is YOU....

06-26-06

Drowned By Fear

2006-06-17T23:20:00.000-07:00

drowned by fear

i think of you and all i see
is a blurry picture of me

holding a sharp and shiny knife
afraid of loving, afraid of life

my love was strong but yet i'm here
running towards the end,
chased by my fear

walking towards the edge of a cliff
sick of running, sick of this

i remember your smile,
and your laughter
but there is no return as i jump in the water

i think of you and i want to stay
but my fear is pushing me away

fighting, trying,
but can't break it down
need to escape it,
before i drown

although my fear holds me tight
i won't give up without a fight

screaming, kicking
to get loose
but my fear is stronger,
and i lose

i love you!
yeah, now it's said
the end is near
but i'm not afaid

cause as i'm running out of air,
i can almost see you here...

you will always be in my heart
even tho now we'll be two worlds apart

The Dirt Over Me

2006-06-17T23:09:00.000-07:00

The Dirt Over Me

who would cheer who would cry
who would care if i happen to die

what will they do when they find me dead
with a pistol in my hand and a shot to the head

is that the best way to end the pain
just not going on with another day

should i finish it now just get it over with
walk in front of a car when it's floored in fifth

if i wasn't a chicken i wouldn't be here today
but because i'm a coward i'm here to stay

so painfully i have to wait to see
when they box me up and throw the dirt over me

Illusions

2006-03-29T20:31:00.000-08:00

Illusions
by seph

Reminiscing the memories we share
The days when i thought that you really care
Now my heart is in despair
And left a pain it cannot bear
A pain that was caused
By a mere illusion i call love

Thinking that we shared a special bond together
I was deceived by my own feelings
And now i am aching
Believing you feel the same way
As the way i do for you

Now all these memories are mere illusions
Illusions that i must let go
It is killing me inside
But i got no choice but to let you go

Maybe someday your love to me will come true
But until that day comes
I will be waiting
When your love to me
will no longer be an illusion
But a dream come true....

03-29-06

I Miss You So Much

2006-03-06T11:16:00.000-08:00

I Miss You So Much
By: Cynthia Cotten

Sometimes, two people find
that no matter how close they are
and how much they love each other
life's road takes them in different directions
When the day comes that we are together again
I know that it will be as if all this
time and distance never existed

Until then you are in my thoughts
and in my heart..with everyday that goes by

for u my luv

A LONELY TEAR

2006-02-14T10:11:00.000-08:00

A LONELY TEAR

There is a tear embedded in my heart
A lonely tear so cold and so dark
A tear is embedded and taken hold
A lonely tear fills my poor empty soul

There is a tear no one can see
A lonely tear sobs in deep misery
A tear with no hope for tomorrow
A lonely tear consumed in hopeless sorrow

There is a tear inside my tortured chest
A lonely tear longing for a gentle caress
A tear is shed for someone to hold
A lonely tear which I cannot control

There is a tear deep inside, so cold
A lonely tear has engulfed my soul
A tear which cries for someone to care
A lonely tear so full of despair

There is a tear which drowns my heart
A lonely tear for a world fallen apart
A tear has been cried with misery and pain
A lonely tear whose love was in vain.

I Understand

2005-12-26T21:05:00.000-08:00

i understand

when i heard about
you finding someone new
it finally got through
that i would never have you

at first i was destroyed
picturing you with another man
you holding him and walking
around school holding his hand

i have dreamed of us like that
hoping one day you'd be mine
hoping to finally really
hold you in my arms

but then i woke up
and now i have to let you be
all i'm hoping for now is...
for the man you're with to keep you happy.

True Love Doesnt Happen

2005-12-04T17:01:00.000-08:00

True Love Doesnt Happen
by seph

I cant find the words to say
to tell you that i feel this way
i want u to tell me what i can do
to make you want me next to you
if you look at me you'll understand
all i want is to hold your hand
i felt this way for so long
it hurts me that i dont belong
having you is all a dream
my heart aches i want to scream
i smile and laugh juz thinkin of you
together now i wish it was true
i always imagine your gentle touch
if only you knew i feel this much
not being with you im falling apart
because i dont know how to get to your heart

Wish Upon A Falling Star

2005-11-30T11:53:00.000-08:00

Wish Upon a Falling Star

When I wish upon a falling star
I wish to be where you are,
Lying there next to you,
Praying that your love is true.
For so long I've waited for the night
Where you'd hold me close and hold me tight.
I close my eyes and I can see
You're my real, true destiny.
By this time I'm flying high,
But soon it will all have to die.
I have to come back to reality.
And see that that could never be.
For this world is just a fake.
For you my heart will always ache.

as you can see how the transition of the poem went from sweet then juz when u think u had it all along reality came crashing down on you....so there u go...i dont know right now..but hopefully everything turns up well..

Apples....

2005-10-21T01:29:00.000-07:00

Apples

In Comes the new season
as new crop blossoms
Usually all the fruit are the same
This season is different
as one apple differs from the rest

It's beauty stands out
The glow of its outer layer
Shines brighter than the rest
The Sweetness inside it
tastes different from the others

It's time for harvesting
As I sort through the rest
I saw and picked up that special apple
set it aside and continue wat i was doing

I couldnt help but stare and hold that special apple
In my hands it rests while confusion runs my mind
Shall I Keep it or Shall i Mix it?
I Decided to keep it's beauty and freshness

The Season ended and same goes with the rest
Yet the fruit that differs from the others
Remained Fresh and its beauty differs
so i decided to take care of it with my heart

As the new season comes more crops blossomed
Yet that 1 special apple remained fresh
and its beauty outshines the rest

--seph the truth--
10-21-05

Rest In Peace

2005-10-07T01:27:00.000-07:00

i got the most devastating news in my life.... as of 2:30 am pinas time october 6...my grandfather has passed away..im deeply hurt but daz part of life.. i got a txt from my aunt saying he was in a grave condition...then 30 mins later...he is no longer with us in this world..... Well Lolo this is not goodbye its more like see you later....its part of life..he is only 78 years old....condolence to my family

REST IN PEACE!!
LORETO V. FERRER
DECEMBER 10,1927-OCTOBER 6,2005

Knotts Berry Farm with da familia

2005-08-13T23:01:00.000-07:00

it was a fawking blast..we rode dat new coaster called silver bullet....it was effing sweet!!best coaster...... the g force was fawking smooth.... floorless ung roller coaster...i had a blast....we even have uniform of some sort coz it was my aunt's bday so we made shirts dat we can wear for her..it was effin sweet..so pics will be posted soon gademets....it was fun..well im off to bed since im hella tired aytz much luv to all peace

Behind Every Laughter There is a tear falling from the inside

2005-06-28T10:49:00.000-07:00

ok here we go..alot have happened since the last post here....yes i did fall in luv with a gurl...i love her so much.... i dont wanna lose her...she is my life...i finally ended my relationship with ivy.... no more...its not dat i fell out of love...its juz dat it was her who made me decide to fall and break out of this relationship...then came HER.... i really love her...and i also got wat u call the simple things like a new cp number and a new job...its now farther than the old one but i kept my old one and juz cut off some hours.....now lets go back to this HER.... lately i never felt anything about a girl before when i met HER....i was shocked...somehow part of me says i dont deserve her....but now dat im with her...i deserve her and i will do my best for her not to cry coz it breaks my heart to see her cry...i'll be wiping those tears for good....i love you..u know who u r...hayyy they really say love can bring out the best out of a man...well i thank her for bringing out the best of me.... i will do my best to make you happy all the time..i love you... and to all my friends who always visit this blog of mine..thank you and sorri for not updating its juz dat busy ako lately kc eh..urayts pisawt

Stress Kills

2005-06-11T12:40:00.000-07:00

well im in deep shit right now..i got so much problems in life right now fuck!!!!! first work now lovelife....i dunno wat to do..im so alone in this world no one to be there and stuff.....im so in alot of stress right now... i juz wnna die now fuck....well dis song pretty much tells how i feel right now about a girl

Fallin'
Janno Gibbs

ooh... yeah..

our little conversations
are turning into little sweet sensations
and they're only getting sweeter everytime

our friendly get togethers
are turning into visions of forever
if i just believe this foolish heart of mine

i can't pretend
that i'm just a friend
'cause i'm thinkin' maybe we were meant to be

chorus:
i think i'm fallin', fallin' in love with you
and i don't, i don't know what to do
i'm afraid you'd turn away
but i'll say it anyway

coda:
i think i'm fallin... for you
i'm fallin' for you...

whenever we're together
wishing that goodbyes would turn to never
'cause with you is where i've always wanna be
whenever i'm beside you
all i really wanna do is hold you
no one else but you has meant this much to me

i can't pretend(ooh...)
that i'm just a friend(i'm just a friend...)
'cause i'm thinkin' maybe we were meant to be

repeat chorus 2x

coda 2:
i think i'm fallin'... for you
i'm fallin' for you
i'm fallin', i'm fallin' for you
i'm fallin', i'm fallin for you
and i don't know what to do, yeah yeah
i'm fallin' for you

hayyyy....salamat at kahit paano nairelease ko na ang feelings ko...i think its best to itago ko n lng ang aking feelings.....hayyyy...to you... i love you.... daz it...

Truth Really Hurts...

2005-05-28T12:18:00.000-07:00

so yea as of the date im writing this journal.... im juz 2 days away from celebrating my 1 yr anniversarry with the girl i truly care for and love the most..my ivy.....although we juz got back at the beginning of May..May 1st to be exact... i was away from her for 2 months..calling it quits..i never thought i would be celebrating this day because of dat incident...then April 30 when i was driving home like i said in my previous post..i thought about her and stuff..and decided i should stop dis little shit im doing..hiding all the pain and saying stuff i dont mean like ive moved on...but i was wrong with all dat..so here is the completed piece of poem i wrote dat nite..it took me the whole month to do coz i was busy so enjoy this lil pieace i wrote called I Miss You

I Miss You

You were my comfort
in the darkness
The blanket where I felt secure...
You were the soother
of my pain
You were the sweetest cure...

You knew me
like no one else
The mirror of my soul...
You knew my every dream
fantasy and fear
All my stories untold...

You loved me
more than anyone I know
My one and only true love...
You would give me anything
from the world to
the stars above...

But I let you go
and I realise today
that my heart aches for you...
I let you go , my love, but
I still love you....
I so miss you...

the piece pretty much tells u my situation.... i loved her but i must let go... but in the end i realized that i still care for and love her so much...so there u have it...i missed her so much... enjoy my peeps....

Happy 11 Month Anniversarry Ivy!! :(

2005-05-01T00:40:00.000-07:00

hayyy dis time.. i went to the fair since my cuzzin was there to do community service for her son..so i helped out a bit..i went home a lil early as usual around 11 pm california time... before i went home i went to dis place where i relax and stuff n think...dis time not N but dis time i thought of my beloved ex ivy... i dunno y.. i thought may feelings pa ako sa knya... dami ko inisip about her.... nanghihinayang ako..kc yesterday was our 11 month anniversarry sana kung kami pa... so i guess tama pa clang lahat i still do have feelings for her....its juz dat there will be no "us" again... so before i went inside the house i blew a kiss in the wind..hoping the wind carries dat kiss onto her cheek juz to show her a lil appreciation for changing my life in so many ways... so ivy i bid u farewell..but u will always be in my heart.... so as my gift..the kiss i blew in the wind... if u feel a wind gasping onto ur cheek...u know who its from.... its my kiss to u my ketchup...dont u worri..ur hot sauce is still here if u need him.. u know how to contact him...i love u vhee....thnx ketchup for changing my life in so many ways...but the sad part is dat there will be no more "us" ever again

love lots

Hot Sauce(Sephology)

All I Cant Say!!

2005-04-14T07:42:00.000-07:00

All I cant say
by Sephology 101

There's so much I cant say
When I look into ur eyes
I'm worried u will reject me
And hurt my foolish pride
Each day this love grows stronger
But I could never let you know
There's so much behind this smile
That I could never show
Every time I see you holding on to him
The pain is like a knife
Stabbing deep into my soul
No longer I cant deny how I feel
So now I want to make it real
But as much as I want it to come true
I can't for you are with someone else
I dont know what to do
But to keep my feelings from you
So I'll dream of us together
Or just how it would be
And all dat you are
Will remain...... a silent part of me ..........

Sephology 101-4-13-05

hiatus

2005-04-02T15:01:00.000-08:00

whew.... wow last time i made an update on my blog was after the break up..well lemme update u on wat happened in my life for the past month of march... i started a new job..its like an old one pro its a day care for old peeps meaning no wiping and no lifting..i tried to keep myself busy so i can get my mind off her...thnx for the support my friends gave me..u guys iono wat i have done without u guys in my life....easter was great as well..juz spend some time at home with my family...i noticed dat i havent spent much time with them with me and having 2 jobs and stuff so its good to relax and spent dat time with them...had sinigang and some crabs and some korean bbq.... well daz pretty much wat happened.... some say i handled the breakup very well.... again i thank you and i love u all..pisawt eytawn

as a present......

2005-03-04T20:35:00.000-08:00

as my last goodbye..here is the flower i took which i find very pretty....
masakit man iwan ka ivy pro i must do wat i need to do...i need to be happy now...and i think u deserve to be happy too...so as i say goodbye to our memories..i want u to remember dat i love u and u will always be a part of me.....as a token of appreciation.... here is d pic of the flower i picked juz for u...since i cant send it ivy i took the picture..juz like the saying...a picture is worth a thousand words..... everything happens for a reason... and i think u know the reason y i made dis decision...so ciao.... u will always be in my heart

My Last Goodbye

2005-02-27T01:13:00.001-08:00

first off here i am feeling a lil emo so yea juz read...i'll answer all the questions u may have... first off emo is

Emo Kid
You're depressed and lonely. You want to be loved so bad, but whenever you find love something always goes wrong. you're moody and like to be alone.

here is a song written by a close friend dat i can relate to wat im feeling rite now

Goodbye
By: Tommy Mott
You say you wanna know me more
but you don't even try to understand me
my feelings you ignore
girl this happens constantly
now i'm not so sure if i'm even happy
anymore
anymore...

It's just not right
i don't deserve this
the lord knows i love you
i'm not bein selfish o
h i'm sorry i'm sorry
but i can't do this anymore...

You can't say i didn't try
like i did so many times before
girl the reason why
i'm leaving goes deep into the core
so girl please don't cry
coz my eyes are just as sore s
o i'll just say goodbye
say goodbye...

It's just not right
it wasn't meant to be
i never went without a fight
but life has gotten the best of me
oh i'm sorry yeah i'm sorry
but we can't do this anymore...

at first i thought meeting you was my destiny
i even bought all those lies they forced into me
girl you know i fought with all of my glory
but i'm sorry yeah i'm sorry...
coz it's not right
i can't keep doing this
we gotta end it now
before we do more foolishness
oh i'm sorry
sorry but we can't do this anymore...
no we can't do this anymore...

eto pa isa bare with me matatapos na ako.... this is a poem ive written noon...while i was thread hopping sa prendster noon i found dis poem which i wrote on dat moment.... its a lil freestyle i made

wat was dis feeling i used to feel
as my nights have become chill
though as if no one understood me
nor that we may never ever be
its like a knife driving thru my heart
when u did dis love impart
now that my heart is bleeding
i have lost my one and only feeling
i guess the time has come to move to my world
where no one understands me but me
for dats d only place where i can find my inner peace
for i wanna find a place somewhere where i belong
where i dont feel any pain and all d memories are gone
for i wanna end all these feelings i have
for i need to break away from myself
in order to be something i want to be

eventhough masakit tong gagawin ko but i think its time for me to do it... i love you ivy but i have to say goodbye..... someday u will understand why i made dis decision n hope u be happy with dat new someone u find...im sure he will be lucky..... its time for me to be happy and let go of how i feel......

thnx for bearing with me...feedback would be great thnx

2005-02-22T11:49:00.000-08:00

since lang magawa ngaun at umuulan so eto latest pic...mag ama o
father and son heheheheh

hapi valentines

2005-02-14T08:35:00.000-08:00

well its official..the lovers holiday.. happy valentines day to all.... so far i dont got a date but its all good... so far things are going good...im busy with stuff... tax season is coming up... so far so good... luvlife is d same.... well if ur reading this babe all i want to say is I LOVE YOU and I MISS YOU so much... may our love will never change... see u soon.... daz all and HAPPY VALENTINES to all

Super Bowl XXXIX

2005-02-06T20:45:00.000-08:00

well this past sunday (feb. 6) in Jacksonville Florida the unofficial holiday, the grand daddy of pro football has battled out an intense fight..it was SUPER BOWL XXXIX... the prized possesion..going down in the history books as one of the best.... it was the defending Super Bowl Champs New England Patriots takes on Donovan McNabb and his crew the Philadelphia Eagles... the game started off great by showing good defense by both teams until the 2nd quarter when Eagles draw first blood by scoring the first touchdown of the game...it was LJ Smith of the Eagles who caught the 6 yard pass of Donovan McNabb for the touchdown..but New England answered the Eagles with their own touchdown from David Givens' 4 yard catch from Tom Brady.....for some quarters the leads was changing until the 4th quarter when New England open up the quarter by scoring a 2 yard TD run by Corey Dillon which puts up the Pats with a 7 point lead....then middle of the quarter Adam Viniaterri scored a 22 yard field goal which puts up the Pats by 10....late in the game the Eagles came back with a touchdown by Greg Lewis which puts the eagles within 3.... last play of the game when Donovan McNabb threw a pass which was intercepted and seal the deal thus the New England Patriots once again the Super Bowl Champs....Back to Back champs... i had a lil party goin on since it was unofficial holiday..had some food while watching the game.... the MVP was Deion Branch with tying a Super Bowl Record of 11 catches..the much anticipated half time show wasnt as extravagant and controversial as last years... it was Paul McCartney who performed.... well i pretty much enjoyed the whole night..although i lost but its all good coz i had fun... It's hard to win consecutive Super Bowls in this day in age, but New England made it look easy. By utilizing a solid defense in the first half and exploding on offense in the second half, the Pats are Super Bowl XXXIX champions with a 24-21 victory over the Eagles. With three championships in four years, the New England dynasty rules the NFL.

Hot Import Nights 2005

2005-01-29T14:16:00.000-08:00

heheheh here it is... i am helping to promote Hot Import Nights as the 2005 season of HIN kicks off... First Stop: Los Angeles California.... When: Saturday March 5, 2005.. Where: Los Angeles Convention Center, Los Angeles California.... Time: 5 pm to Midnite..hope to see u guys there...

LA Auto Show

2005-01-14T08:58:00.000-08:00

urayt..here i am taking a break from being busy so freaking much so ima update on wat happened to me..last jan.7 i went to the LA auto show and it was a blast..took pektyurs with the models and damn they are hot....exotic cars everywhere...from lambo to porsche to ferrari to aston martin..anything u name it... it was a fun day..10 bucks entrance and it was worth every minute of it..pektyurs will b posted soon

NUGGETS VS LAKERS: WAT A NIGHT!!! AND HOLIDAYZ ARE OVER!!!

2005-01-06T10:18:00.000-08:00

hahaha happy new year..sorri for the late updates so lemme update u on wat happened...xmas was cool..i mean literally cool..didnt get drunk..didnt get dat much present but i got some money hehehehe the universal gift.... daz pretty much wat happened during this xmas..new years was sorta cool..i got messed up and i called some peep to tell em happy new year... the nxt day me and my cuzzins and sister and niece and nephew went to ikea coz cuzzin wants to buy toy chest for the kids..i become a kid again by tryin on the furnitures and stuff..the very next day(jan 2)..out of the blue i got a call from my unc sayin they got tickets from the laker game dat nite..he wanted my dad and my mom to go but dad didnt want to(thnx heavens) so me n her went to da game.. i was shocked to the tickets..the season price was 200 dollars but if u buy it single handedly its around 800 dollars..the seats are actually 7 rows from courtside then 2 rows below us was D.L. Hughley which he gots 5 rows down from courtside..i can see the player's faces and stuff..i totally enjoyed my weekend heheheheh thnx for the tix..... best game ever...NUGGETS vs LAKERS.. both my fave teams were playin and i was there almost courtside to watch it.... i felt so rich dat one nite

Sephology juz turned d big 2-0

2004-12-11T01:55:00.000-08:00

yap today is my birthday po and im now 20..thnx to the peeps who greeted me..i appreciated it so much... d ones i appreciated d most is my girl who juz woke up held up her fone and txt me juz to greet me a happy day..thnx babe love u so much

Sephology's New Work Out Plan.....

2004-11-18T10:52:00.000-08:00

wow i finally did something good for myself once.... ive finally got the sense into my head into working out..yesterday i went to the gym for at least an hour and a half... coz i was tired from work so i did only lil bit but ima try to go alot longer dis time...what i did is worked on the stair master and treadmill then did some biceps work and some chest and abs as well....now my fucking body is hurting like hell... who knew dat working out can be dis very painful but at least im doin dis for a reason and dat is to look so good and hunky for______..y'all know who she is.... yupz daz rite...well its also for me too so yea..bsta.. Target body: Usher mix with a bit of Vin Diesel(those abs are to die for)....whoo hoo

happy yet sad

2004-10-15T10:30:00.000-07:00

ok dis saturday is d big day..pic will be provided as well when the play is done eheheheheh..updates on me..class will soon be over so dat means no more joann for me but on a lighter note..i gots her number so i can call her up and follow my pursuing whehehehehe.... im truly gonna miss her sweet smile but i aint givin up till i accomplish my goal... the past week me n her have been more so close to each other..i even remember singing to her d remake of how did you know by gary v. she thought i made d lyrics up but then i told her d truth..she liked d lyrics and now askin me to burn it for her....in which i will do.... i dedicate dat song to her..so for those who dont know d freakin song here is d lyrics,...ima try to remix this song and add more lyrics to it on my own whehehehehe

How Did You Know by Gary Valenciano
INTRO
I remember so well
The day that you came into my life
You asked for my name
You had the most beautiful smile
My life started to change
I'd wake up each day feeling alright
With you right by my side
Makes me feel things will work out just fine

CHORUS
How did you know
I needed someone like you in my life
That there's an empty space in my heart
You came at the right time in my life
I'll never forget
How you brought the sun to shine in my life
And took all the worries and fears that I had
I guess what I'm really trying to say
It's not everyday that someone like you comes my way
No words can express how much I love you

Repeat Chorus

Help Me!!!

2004-09-22T19:13:00.000-07:00

today is a very confusing day.i have a big fucking problem..ok the story goes is dat i like wait lemme rephrase dat i love this girl from school but i cant get with her coz im still with my girl...she juz broke up with her ex recently... i got this feeling dat i think i love her kc we are so close...me n her always having laughs in class..she always so close to me... we are like compatible with each other..we always go to lunch together... so i feel awkward sitting nxt to her in class kc i love her so yea im confused on wat to do.....shall i juz keep my feelings for her and juz be with my gf or shall i break up with my current and go for her?? im totally confused... btw for those who are reading this thnx and pls try to give me some advices about this problem kc i cant do dis at all thnx.....

my very 1st day here at blogspot

2004-09-18T01:09:00.000-07:00

well here is my first day here at blogspot.... i decided to have one here for fun hehehehehe well like the title says as if someone actually cares about reading my shit so yea anyways i will try to keep u guys updated on everything...my poems thru my whole life...thnx