Sunday, February 27, 2005
x` 1:13 AM -
first off here i am feeling a lil emo so yea juz read...i'll answer all the questions u may have... first off emo is
Emo Kid
You're depressed and lonely. You want to be loved so bad, but whenever you find love something always goes wrong. you're moody and like to be alone.
here is a song written by a close friend dat i can relate to wat im feeling rite now
Goodbye
By: Tommy Mott
You say you wanna know me more
but you don't even try to understand me
my feelings you ignore
girl this happens constantly
now i'm not so sure if i'm even happy
anymore
anymore...
It's just not right
i don't deserve this
the lord knows i love you
i'm not bein selfish o
h i'm sorry i'm sorry
but i can't do this anymore...
You can't say i didn't try
like i did so many times before
girl the reason why
i'm leaving goes deep into the core
so girl please don't cry
coz my eyes are just as sore s
o i'll just say goodbye
say goodbye...
It's just not right
it wasn't meant to be
i never went without a fight
but life has gotten the best of me
oh i'm sorry yeah i'm sorry
but we can't do this anymore...
at first i thought meeting you was my destiny
i even bought all those lies they forced into me
girl you know i fought with all of my glory
but i'm sorry yeah i'm sorry...
coz it's not right
i can't keep doing this
we gotta end it now
before we do more foolishness
oh i'm sorry
sorry but we can't do this anymore...
no we can't do this anymore...
eto pa isa bare with me matatapos na ako.... this is a poem ive written noon...while i was thread hopping sa prendster noon i found dis poem which i wrote on dat moment.... its a lil freestyle i made
wat was dis feeling i used to feel
as my nights have become chill
though as if no one understood me
nor that we may never ever be
its like a knife driving thru my heart
when u did dis love impart
now that my heart is bleeding
i have lost my one and only feeling
i guess the time has come to move to my world
where no one understands me but me
for dats d only place where i can find my inner peace
for i wanna find a place somewhere where i belong
where i dont feel any pain and all d memories are gone
for i wanna end all these feelings i have
for i need to break away from myself
in order to be something i want to be
eventhough masakit tong gagawin ko but i think its time for me to do it... i love you ivy but i have to say goodbye..... someday u will understand why i made dis decision n hope u be happy with dat new someone u find...im sure he will be lucky..... its time for me to be happy and let go of how i feel......
thnx for bearing with me...feedback would be great thnx
SKULLS
